Monday 31 March 2008
Sunday 23 March 2008
Easter Day
It is Easter Day now.....
TodayI must revisit an Easter experience which I have walked to every year - some years. Todaywill always be a special day, not what you think. This is a human thing. The human I am thinking ofwas 21 not 33, when the last breath cameEaster Day - Not Good Friday. This humanI loved worked withLived withinmy soul. A beautiful humanI know - loved - worked with .... and ...... she was 21 ........when ......... she was found dead with a cocktail of drugs .......This day I will always remember. This day I will always remember her .....This day, today, I would love to post a photograph of her hanging around my neck - so close ......But would not be right .........But I will share with you the words I clicked ........ about her.
PIPSPOEM=========
alcoholic at birth
mothers addiction
father loss, disaster
later fateful crack overdose
and years of homes sometimes called 'care'.
Mother herselfall too young
very young
without parental models in adequate sometimes called 'it's the parents fault'
raped and abused
abused and robbed
fragmented like hellsometimes called 'tormented'drugs
and crime
crime and drugs
suck the life
drain the soul
shred the person
sometimes called 'deprivation'
ymca hostel
mission to care
mission to support
mission to develop
sometimes called 'hope'
as thin as a rake
loud and screaming
tearful and down
always a name call
always my name
sometimes called 'erratic'
drugs on off drugs
relationships on
chemical relationship on
struggle to sustain
loved and hated
sometimes called 'dependent'
alone on her own
found on her own
died on her own
lay still on her own
only chemical friends
sometimes called 'overdose'
tears of the crowd
loss in community
death lurks us all
quiet at last
tears run silent
sobs rack deep
world loses a character
sometimes called 'bereavement'
how do I feel
the feelings are deep
she was driving blindfoot on disaster
hard as nails
fragile and bruised
beautifully broken
sometimes called 'love'
creator loved
creator loves
precious child
valuable lifeloss loss loss
sometimes called 'a waste'never lived
only survived
we need to carein life
before death
we need to lovemore-
so the brokenmore-
so the damaged
more-so when it's impossible
more-so before it is too late
sometimes called 'reflective learning
'let these little ones
come to me
of such
is the kingdom of heaven
the master said
the master repeats
nowwhen it matter
she retains the loving
continues the loving
the creator of love
keeps showing us teaching us
demonstrating to us
sometimes called'eternal love ever lasting
love to a person
for a person we will remember eternally and everlasting'
pip wilson 14.04.04
TodayI must revisit an Easter experience which I have walked to every year - some years. Todaywill always be a special day, not what you think. This is a human thing. The human I am thinking ofwas 21 not 33, when the last breath cameEaster Day - Not Good Friday. This humanI loved worked withLived withinmy soul. A beautiful humanI know - loved - worked with .... and ...... she was 21 ........when ......... she was found dead with a cocktail of drugs .......This day I will always remember. This day I will always remember her .....This day, today, I would love to post a photograph of her hanging around my neck - so close ......But would not be right .........But I will share with you the words I clicked ........ about her.
PIPSPOEM=========
alcoholic at birth
mothers addiction
father loss, disaster
later fateful crack overdose
and years of homes sometimes called 'care'.
Mother herselfall too young
very young
without parental models in adequate sometimes called 'it's the parents fault'
raped and abused
abused and robbed
fragmented like hellsometimes called 'tormented'drugs
and crime
crime and drugs
suck the life
drain the soul
shred the person
sometimes called 'deprivation'
ymca hostel
mission to care
mission to support
mission to develop
sometimes called 'hope'
as thin as a rake
loud and screaming
tearful and down
always a name call
always my name
sometimes called 'erratic'
drugs on off drugs
relationships on
chemical relationship on
struggle to sustain
loved and hated
sometimes called 'dependent'
alone on her own
found on her own
died on her own
lay still on her own
only chemical friends
sometimes called 'overdose'
tears of the crowd
loss in community
death lurks us all
quiet at last
tears run silent
sobs rack deep
world loses a character
sometimes called 'bereavement'
how do I feel
the feelings are deep
she was driving blindfoot on disaster
hard as nails
fragile and bruised
beautifully broken
sometimes called 'love'
creator loved
creator loves
precious child
valuable lifeloss loss loss
sometimes called 'a waste'never lived
only survived
we need to carein life
before death
we need to lovemore-
so the brokenmore-
so the damaged
more-so when it's impossible
more-so before it is too late
sometimes called 'reflective learning
'let these little ones
come to me
of such
is the kingdom of heaven
the master said
the master repeats
nowwhen it matter
she retains the loving
continues the loving
the creator of love
keeps showing us teaching us
demonstrating to us
sometimes called'eternal love ever lasting
love to a person
for a person we will remember eternally and everlasting'
pip wilson 14.04.04
Saturday 22 March 2008
Five Minutes
"Life may be brimming over with experiences, but somewhere, deep inside, all of us carry a vast fruitful loneliness wherever we go. And sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths, or the turning inward in prayer for five short minutes."
It is from the book of diaries from Etty Hillesum ...
she
was killed by the Nazis in a concentration camp in
1943.........................
Friday 21 March 2008
Tuesday 18 March 2008
True or Not ??
This was sent to me via e-mail. I do not know if it is true or not?
A Muslim man in Egypt killed his wife because she was reading the Bible and
then buried her with their infant baby and 8-year old daughter. The girls
were buried alive! He then reported to the police that an uncle killed the
kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him,
they found the 2 little girls under the sand - ALIVE!
The country is outraged over the incident, and the man will be executed. The
older girl was asked how she had survived. "A man wearing shiny white
clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He
woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister," she said. She was interviewed
on Egyptian national TV, by availed Muslim woman news anchor. She said on
public TV, "This was none other than Jesus, because nobody else does things
like this!"
Muslims believe Isa (Jesus) would do this, but the wounds mean He really was
crucified, and it's clear also that He is alive! But, it's also clear that
the child could not make up a story like this, and there is no way these
children could have survived without a true miracle. Muslim leaders are
going to have a hard time to figure out what to do with this, and the
popularity of the Passion movie doesn't help! With Egypt at the centre of
the media and education in the Middle East , you can be sure this story will
spread.
Christ is still turning the world upside down! Please let this story be
shared. The Lord says, "I will bless the person who puts his trust in me.
"Jeremiah 17
A Muslim man in Egypt killed his wife because she was reading the Bible and
then buried her with their infant baby and 8-year old daughter. The girls
were buried alive! He then reported to the police that an uncle killed the
kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him,
they found the 2 little girls under the sand - ALIVE!
The country is outraged over the incident, and the man will be executed. The
older girl was asked how she had survived. "A man wearing shiny white
clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He
woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister," she said. She was interviewed
on Egyptian national TV, by availed Muslim woman news anchor. She said on
public TV, "This was none other than Jesus, because nobody else does things
like this!"
Muslims believe Isa (Jesus) would do this, but the wounds mean He really was
crucified, and it's clear also that He is alive! But, it's also clear that
the child could not make up a story like this, and there is no way these
children could have survived without a true miracle. Muslim leaders are
going to have a hard time to figure out what to do with this, and the
popularity of the Passion movie doesn't help! With Egypt at the centre of
the media and education in the Middle East , you can be sure this story will
spread.
Christ is still turning the world upside down! Please let this story be
shared. The Lord says, "I will bless the person who puts his trust in me.
"Jeremiah 17
Tuesday 11 March 2008
Thursday 6 March 2008
You
| You! | |||
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 You are a valuable personYou are a special person You are a unique person You are beautiful You are precious You are unrepeatable You are mysterious You are a beautiful human person No one will ever exist like You No one will ever experience the life You have experienced You are a collection of specialness that has never been put together before Your life deserves a film premiere at a west end cinema You are so special and valuable that Jesus died for You He loves You so much that he has given his life for You His love is completely and totally 100% for You His love for You is unconditional If You became a better person now, today, God couldn't love You anymore tomorrow. His love for You is total now and he cannot love You anymore. You are 100% totally and completely loved. Pip Wison | |||
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Wednesday 5 March 2008
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